Sunday, February 26, 2006
sad~
hai~ O'lvl result was sux! Ite is my only choice... i recieved a letter from Macperson ite saying that i have been shortlisted from the digital animation course~ hai~ sad... therefore i only left with 4 courses! hope to get into Simei ite.
24 feb
wake up early in the morning and went to grandma's hse, my aunty was there and she says this "ha, ur birthday today ar? aiyaz... celebrate for wat, u get to eat good food everyday and is consider b/d liao, still celebrate only waste time, xi bei bo liao + extra"
i was so sad because this year i didnt celebrate wat, and in the first place and in my whole life i have nv open bbq, chatlet or party for my birthday, i have always keep it low profile. hai~
Nv... i still have a whole lot of friends still remember my b/d and bought me a cake!!! my father was useless... no angbao or even a cake for me... this yr was really a sad 1 ! Thanks sis for the b/d present, she is the first to give me a present and she is the only one in the family that gave me a present too!!!
25 feb
It was 5.30 in the morning, that stupid father of mine make such a big noise as though a bomb has been drop down to my hse. I was in my bed and saw my dad was very angry, so i ask wat the fuck is happening? so he said that my sis didnt come home and so he throw all her stuff into the dusbin. Wat the fuck~ my sis was only 2 night didnt come home and sleep only, why make such a big fuse... knn~
Afternoon when my dad reach home and i having my nap, he called my sis and scolded her so loudly that the whole block can hear! haha... power ya.. but the words he said was very CB!
if i didnt hear wrongly, he was saying things like "this is not a home and i am very disappointed with it plus i am going to give up"
And in my mind i was thinking that our family become like this is all course by him. he is the one who break the family apart by having a women and their son!
Everyday, i was trying very hard to avoid my father... i really luv andhate him alot which makes my heart feel so sour. Even if i see him, we dont talk at all... hai~
(this is for June= oie june ar, dont always call me to blog leh... i had a hard time to type english leh.. )
